If I could have anyone I choose as my 'forever friend'/ 'life partner', I would choose my best friend Ridhima, as she is the only girl with whom I can imagine my life. Looking back as long as I remember, she’s the only one who has been with me, in my good as well as bad times. How should I describe her, for me she’s one of the most beautiful girl in the world, her cute smile, her tiny nose(slightly twisted), light pink colored lips and the way she goes to any extent to make me feel good when I am tensed, all make me fell in love with her daily.
She was my first crush and my first love too. Though she still doesn't know that I love her, as, I have never told her about how I feel for her because I know that we cannot be together ever. I also know when I will let her know about my feelings she will totally understand me but then things will not be same, things will get complicated, as she loves someone else and is committed to him from a long time, from way before I first met her. Though I love her, I still don’t want to tell her about my feelings as I want her to be happy always and if she’s happy being my best friend, I will be her friend Forever.
P.S. She knows that no one can keep her happy more than me, not even the one whom she loves, but still sometimes you don’t get what you deserve. Maybe she’s not meant to be mine. For me she’s the one I cannot have... :(
Rohit Sukhwani
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